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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 23:22:20 GMT

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:20:31 GMT

Friends, they don't really last forever
Life is only as long as a wasted summer
Gold is Bronze which only amounts to silver
Didn't your mom teach you good manners
Don't stare
People like to feel invisible
Noone could ever tell you, tell you to
Go.
Just go, I don't need you.
I never did, it was all in my head.
Your all I ever wanted
All I'll never wish for
Everything self-obsorbed and
Bitter.

-mine-

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 04:44:26 GMT

Hey everyone.

So how's life? Just got home from work... watching Jackass. There's one week intill the new semester. I'm sad. I like this semester... my one class I like is over next semseter and I have to take health adn CAD. Damn. Anyways... randomly... pictures and quotes.

I'm trying so hard to look away from you
We followed white lines to the sunset
I crash my car everyday the same way

it's hard to work for something you want
but it's even harder to deal with the fact that
that something, is something you could
never actually have

the thing about love is .. it's not so
easy and it's not so predictable
the definition of love, is when
someone makes someone else feel so
alive.. when before ever meeting this
person. they felt completely invisible.

Every night I sit in bed and I wonder if your thinking
of me, because you are all I ever think about

First love is the worst,
It ruins you for everyone else

I really want to call you,
but I know that it's not right;
I probably shouldn't tell you
that I dreamt of you last night.

another chain letter i get.
another star that i see.
i waste another wish on you,
a wish for you to love me

i have no illusions about love anymore. it
came, it went, it left casualities, or it didn't.
people weren't meant to be together forever.
regardless of what the songs say.

You think she "likes" doing this?
Staying up all night thinking about just you?
Your hair, your eyes, your style, your everything.
That's not her first choice.
But she'd love to live with the real thing,
and not what's just in her mind.

sometimes the hardest thing for a person to do
is figuring out, just who they've loved forever.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 22:21:13 GMT

hello. So today sucked. I left school early sick. Sadly I believe I'll see you all 2maro neways. but its the last day intill the 3rd. sweet. I have stuff for bennet to do still so I should go do that. But, yea I should. ha... first pcitures

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 21:56:51 GMT

hmm..... hello. how are you thoughts this evening? So today was our last day of school intill Tuesday. Exciteing rite? yeeah. So I'm searching this guy on MySpace... which is a waste of time beings I dont know if he has one or not. Which I suppose is good since wasteing time is what I want to do. But really I shouldnt waste time. Theres only so much time in the world why would you want to waste it?? I mean we're only here for so long, and we don't how long that is, no matter what Death Clock tells you. I'm sitting here, when I could be fulfilling my dreams. Why? Well probably because I'm 14 and theres what most people call parents, who are standing in my way. But one day my friends I will rule the world. Actally no, that isnt on my list... but you get the gist. I could be driving to California (besides the fact that I can't drive) or be in France. But yet I am sitting here. wasteing the most valubale thing... time... , typing to whoever chosses to read this... maybe noone. Who know?... I suppose you.... the reader... would... but yeah. That is also a waste of time. You sitting on your little comp. reaidng this. that is if your eyes have stubled acroos these words. Another waste of time is searcing for a guy on MySpace... wait thats what started this... lets change that... another waste of time... GUYS... ha. there we go. But I am now going to go feed my face =]. But first, I must ask. Why do we sleep? When we sleep we take up so much of our lifes. Waste of time # 3 You think?? haha.... but I love me some sleep. One of my favriote things... oh well. the world revovles around wasteing time. Pictures.

Maybe you should stop trying to serve ppl cake off ur ass

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 20:05:38 GMT

hmmm.... so hello. Today sucked. I hate you all. thats all I have to say.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 22:50:24 GMT

Hello all.

So I am SOOOOOOOOOO happy rite now. =D but neways.... I went to Kohls and Wal*Mart 2day. fun fun. I got John Mayer's CONTINUUM and (brace yourselfs... yes this is still Jessica) Justin Timberlake's FUTURESEX/LOVESOUNDS. I also am trying to get my dad to agree to take me to see John Mayer the 23 of Febuary since its the day b4 my birthday in all. haha. And I freaking hit my head on the damn wall today... seriously... only I could be so stupid. Oh well.... I'm still happy.. and you could never guess why. pictures... quotes too cause I got a buttload.

My heart was like a locked room, I hid the key for someone to find. You found it unlocked it... and forgot to close it behind you when you left.

so let's go home & get stoned
cause the sex is so much better
when your mad at me
-Hinder

go ahead and take a picture
so you can hang it up and ~~tear me down~~

everyone has a weakness,
mine just happened to be you

I don't really know you that well..
but i can tell that i'm falling for you.
It's just the little things you say that
make me get butterflies everyday ..

you take my breath away
but I'll never taste your lips
as fate keeps me locked away
I must close my eyes to see your face

I`m not the best & I admit that.
I make mistakes, but I learn from them.
My past has given me struggles beyond what anyone knows.
I keep a lot of things bottled up inside of me
cause I don`t want to get hurt; I won`t let myself.
but there`s one thing I`m certain of;
I`m better than her. not cause I love you more,
but cause I`ll give you everything you`ve been looking for.

don't understand it
cause i told myself i'd never like you again
but every time i talk to you i see that smile
& those gorgeous eyes & i realize
i just can't get over this guy
no matter how hard i try

& i'm tired of being your second choice.
it gets really frustrating knowing that you
will always come back to me when she's
not there. Its like i'm second best. which
makes me realize i'm not worth your first
choice. so why should you be mine? do you
want to know why, its cause I care about
you more than any boy I ever had in my life.
when you're upset, i'm upset. but for some
reason you have a way to make it better again.
& when you do, I fall for you. & I fall hard. I
fell for you over a year ago, & i'm sorry to
say I haven't gotten up since. so what do you say?

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 20:07:38 GMT

Yo.... so you should deff. check out the video at the bottom of my page. I couldnt find nething with actually John Mayer but it plays the song so it works. I love that song.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 23:35:45 GMT

So... today started out ok except for my extremly sore throht. I talked to lots of ppl today that I usually dont at school... Nick, Erin.. ok so 2. haha. But then... in S.H. every thing started to suck. But I got my essay for Brusco done and what-not + Supernatural's on tongiht!! =D

So pictures??

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 23:20:58 GMT

hmm so. I should so being doing h.w. now... but I'm talking to Nick and Chelsea. And Nick is having issues and I cant abandon a friend in need, now can I? haha. I just really dis-like h.w. Anyways... I got my coat. I was happy. I still have a major buttoload of reading to do... but I did my AR test. I got to go shpping to. yep yep. And do some thinking... which I dont know if thats a good thing or a nad thing.... hmm... Anyhow I got new eyedrops. yesness. and now I should go do h.w. but not b4 I post pictures.